August 16, (THEWILL) – Angel Smith, one of the Big Brother Naija All Stars housemate, has revealed that she contemplated committing suicide in March, which was triggered by her quest to keep up with her celebrity status.
She made this known during a conversation with her fellow housemate, Somadina Anyama, also known as Soma, on Tuesday.
According to Angel, surviving the thoughts of committing suicide was a chaotic experience she battled with, as her desire to remain famous engulfed her.
She noted that the experience she had then is one of the reasons she can easily cope in the current All-Stars edition.
“I manoeuvred myself out after my suicide attempt in March because it got so chaotic. Fame divided me into pieces and left those pieces on the floor for me to pick up. It broke me.
“Every time I get into an argument in this house, I say to myself, ‘do I even want to be here’? I remember how I got here. No one in this house knows this. I have suffered.”
While consoling Soma, who was shedding tears due to the fear of eviction, Angel said she will not win the N120 million grand prize.
However, she is aware that God brought her back to the reality show for a reason, adding that she had gone through the same experience Soma was passing through.
“If I am being realistic, I will not win the N120 million. I just know God brought me back for a reason, and that reason might be you because you are going through what I went through two years ago. I care about you. I can only be there if you let me help you”, she said.
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